Dear God, are you there it's me ruthie
I just read the terms and conditions properly for the competition and phew, I've qualified on that front! I was so caught up in the wonder of this awesome opportunity I just got on and started my application, knowing the t&c would be something I could view later down the track. Oops!
I can't believe I've entering yet another competition to be a music blogger/presenter. Three months ago it was a music presenter for Channel V's next VJ spot. It seems like I enter these types of things all the time doesn't it God? That's got to be testimony to my want to succeed in this crazy world of music tv.
God, I'm really hoping that the judges can see that whilst I've had only a short time on the campaign trail I've still shown my dedication to the cause. But, God, not just that, they'll see my creativity and ingenuity to make this happen for myself.
I joined on Friday and it closes today. I think my ranking speaks volumes. When I joined I was 908th and now I'm about 124th. That's pretty good given my late entry, a real 'skyrocketer' aren't I God - wouldn't you say?
God, when I finished my journalism degree all those years ago, I knew I wasn't cut out for the news writing world. I said then that I wanted to be a music journalist and you're right I have been for the last three years working away at it. But do you know what would be really fantastic? If you could make this happen for me. God, you and I both know I'll do amazingly well! It's in my soul to do this. Remember you sent me that epiphany about it when I was living in Manhattan a year ago? I know this is my calling God, I just need a tiny break to help me shine - lift me up to the spotlight. May this be it please, God! I hope you're listening to me God, I won't promise to rectify any bad-doing God if you grant this opportunity for me, (because I know you know I'm an angel in devil's clothing God) no, what I will do is promise to be the best Travelling reporter for My World Tour.
God, I know you know I'm perfect for the job!
Yours Ruthie (musicbee) Bailey.