No Matter what. Even if this doesn't work out. I am going to see the world. I am going to do things I've never done before.
I'm prepared to go out there and do anything I need to do. During the past months I've been preparing to become a flight attendant. I have my passport, RSA certificate, I'm in the perfect height range, I'm healthy, a fair decent swimmer. All I need is my senior first aid and I'm knocking that out in no time at all.
One awesome thing will have come out of doing this and giving it a go; I've met hundreds of awesome music loving people all over Australia and even overseas. I've gotten way better at Networking, I'm enjoying blogging. I'm thrilled that this is one more reason to love music. Oh, I haven't given up on this. Not even a little. I'm simply saying, I'm taking every opportunity to do something amazing with my life. I don't want to miss a second I have to embarass myself, to get out, to meet randoms, to learn new songs on guitar, to find new musicians I thought I'd never even think of listening to and falling in love with their music. I want to have regrets, so I have something interesting to think back on and laugh.